i fucking hate food. i hate it.

i'm not eating, i'm exercising like crazy. why aren't i losing more weight?? goddamn it. i am TOO FUCKING FAT. my body is going to be FAT forever!!! i fucking hate it!! i want to rip the fat off, cut the fat OFF!!

i can NOT live in this body ONE SECOND LONGER!! i HATE HATE HATE HATE IT!!!!!

starving + bleeding