if there's anyone out there who still reads this thing - i won't be updating here anymore. i've had this diary since 2003 and although there are some things still the same, much is different. coming to diaryland always fills me with so much sadness because of all the pain i've poured out here over the past 7 years, and it still haunts me. i also miss the people that have drifted away, who have gone on to better (i hope!) things.

anyway - i'm still going to blog. You can find me at

http://girlaccelerated.blogspot.com

it won't be much different than what's on here, i'm not going to pretend to be a different person - but will be updated more often.

i would love to see you there!

starving + bleeding