i left.

i'm staying with a friend. i came here yesterday after work.

i feel so mixed up. i know this is the right thing to do, but it just feels so awful. i feel like such a miserable failure. i have no money, i have no idea what's going to happen and i hate that.

thank you so much for all your support. every time i feel myself losing my nerve i come on here and read all your notes again and again.

i am doing the right thing. i am doing the right thing. i am doing the right thing. i am doing the right thing.

starving + bleeding