what the fuck is wrong with me!??!

here is this wonderful guy who loves me so much, knows most of my shit and wants to be there through everything and above all wants to spend his life taking care of me.

yet i insist on sabotaging everything...picking these insane fights for absolutely no reason, acting like a bona fide crazy person, he brings me flowers and i trash them, what the HELL?!!?!?

plus my gag reflex has left me for the time being and i am going totally nuts...

starving + bleeding