t is so dedicated to me...he wants to do anything and everything to make me happy...i broke down in front of him, bawling about how he doesn't deserve to be with a crazy person, he deserves someone whole, not a half girl broken into pieces.

he took my head in his hands and said very softly that i am his girl, he wants all of me, all of the hurt and the pain that comes with me. he wants to stand by me and hold my hand through everything.

i really think he doesn't understand what he's in for. i'm not here, really. he's in love with a ghost. i left a long time ago...

starving + bleeding