man, all these people's different passwords are all starting to get jumbled up in my head. i know i contribute to the problem but my usually photographic memory is breaking down a bit...

i was supposed to go back for more testing yesterday but the lady had called in sick. what IS is with this place?? they appear to have a policy of NOT telling people when their appointments are canceled. it's like they've figured out my hugest pet peeve (disrespect of my time) and now are using it against me. am i on boiling point? cause i almost went off on the lady behind the desk - i'm sure she could see smoke coming out of my ears and then she said "have a piece of fruit." i just looked at her and left. good for her, she averted a crisis. they are trained, aren't they.

saw king arthur the other day. i think i really like it (it's taken me a couple days to decide) i've always loved arthurian legend, and while this certainly isn't the traditional story it was very interesting. and it was the first time i wanted to be gueneviere. i'm always in favor of a fair lady that can kick a little ass.

i was looking at my buddy list today and i was thinking that there are several that i've been reading for a while - i almost feel like i know you. but i wonder about that sometimes...there seems to be a sort of support group/friendship thing going on. here i share my true thoughts, my true feelings, things that no one else knows or is even aware of. that's what people here read - but they don't know what everyone else sees - the day to day, the "unreal" aspects, i guess, for lack of a better word. so each world only knows one side, one aspect, so i suppose they (and you) know the same amount in the end.

i have no idea what the point of that paragraph was.

am currently reading the complete works of oscar wilde. what i wouldn't give for his razor sharp social observations. man.

starving + bleeding