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2009-11-25 9:24 p.m.
here i sit, on the eve of the ultimate nightmare for every ED afflicted individual.
all i can think of is how can i get worse.
i'm working so hard in therapy, in group therapy, in AA. i want so much to be happier.
but i still want to get thinner, i still want to disappear. then why am i working so hard?
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