i never really write anything very positive in here. i apologize for that - i must seem quite dreary for the most part, always moaning about horrid things that happen in my life. like you don't have enough shit going on in your own life, right? geez.

so, in your honor, here are ten good things going on in my life right now, however small and petty:

1. t and i haven't fought in 24 hours

2. i've lost 15 pounds

3. i bought the new janet jackson cd - very very enjoyable - and i'm not much into pop music

4. i've held down my job for a full year! first time ever!

5. i've been able to limit my drinking to just weekends.

6. my two piggers are happy and healthy

7. i've had two compliments on how much weight i've lost...little do they know how much is to come...

8. i'm really into a great groove with my therapist. i think that (after over a year and half) i can finally say that i "trust" him...just a little...

9. i have some great friends, both offline and on.

10. i have a goal of not purging for three days. i think i can do it!

so, with that, i blow you all a big kiss and say " 'night!"

starving + bleeding