oh how do i hate paperwork.

taxes are a pain in and of themselves, but we're scrambling to get t's residency paperwork done too - a bunch of goverment red tape and a complete nightmare. if you leave one thing blank it all gets sent back. if in your photo your ears aren't showing it gets sent back. we need to get this done so he can work. finally. nevermind i have to sign an affidavit saying that i will support him. if he, for whatever reason, ends up on welfare the government can sue me for the amount they spent on him. oh, and it doesn't matter if we get divorced, i'll still be responsible for him. but i have to sign it if he's going to get a work permit. they fucking hold you hostage.

750 calories yesterday. 890 today, but i purged dinner (with t's blessing) so i figure i'm actually at 550 or so. i couldn't go to the gym because we are getting blasted with a snowstorm and i'm freaking out. tuesday is spinning day and i can burn a ton of calories. now, i just have to sit here and ignore the kitchen until bedtime...which may be earlier than usual this evening.

starving + bleeding