i've made it almost a week without a crazy binge...go me!

i've still purged a few times, but that's ok. i don't mind purging, honestly. i just hate hate hate bingeing.

is it wierd that i don't mind purging? i think it might be. t doesn't really seem to mind either, as long as i don't do it too too much around him. but if i say i don't want to eat because i don't want to end up purging he's fine with that too.

huh.

starving + bleeding