god i feel horribly fat.

had my dad and my mom over for father's day brunch. it meant a lot to my dad that i invited her, since we haven't spoken in almost three months. i didn't want to invite her, but i did it for my dad. now she will think that she "won." whatever. who cares anymore.

i've started talking to tony again. he really wants to get back together. i can't be bothered to make an actual decision so i'm just going along. who cares about that either.

starving + bleeding