god i am so huge. i am fucking FAT and DIGUSTING. and god please tell me WHY AM I NOT LOSING WEIGHT?!?! this is all very cruel...i'm not eating but i'm not LOSING!!

i just want to lose weight. what's wrong with THAT?

on another topic...i went to the ATM to get $20 - and i had insufficient funds. turns out i have $9.78 to my name. that fucking sucks.

starving + bleeding