the past few entries have been very uncharacteristically "life is good" etc

you know it can't last. but so far so good, yes?

i'm losing weight again. that makes me even happier. i'm at work from 7.30 til 3 or so and gee i'm just so busy i don't have a second to eat!! it's fan-fucking-tastic. although, t is so sweet and makes me a lunch every day and i throw most of it away in keeping up the charade. but i do keep the sweet notes he writes me ;-)

i no longer have insurance, having left that fucking job. i may have to come off my meds whether i like it or not. i went from making $1,000/week to about $150/week.

no room for prozac, i'm afraid. but also can't afford alcohol either. so it's a win-win situation.

starving + bleeding