my mom is driving me crazy about t. question after question after question. and then she gets offended when i (nicely) say it ain't none of her fucking business!!! i am 25 - have lived on my own for nine years - during all that time she had no idea what was going on in my life - now just cause i had to crash here during the summer to save a little $$$ she spends her time giving me the fucking third degree.

but not for long! i have set Nov 1 as a move out date - and i am so freaking excited i can hardly stand it.

t and i are doing so well. i can't believe i met him through a dating site!! we started emailing a little after july 4th and met in person on aug 19th - since that day we have seen each other practically every day - we consider that we've been together since we started talking so it's about 2 months now. he is so sweet and kind and....ahhhh....gorgeous.

but i was talking to him yesterday about my upcoming move and he was saying how he wants to move out of where he's at too. now, once i move somewhere i ain't moving again for a long time (12 times in 4 years is plenty, thank you) and the thought crossed both our minds that if we moved in together we could afford a nicer place plus we're already seeing each other every day anyway. but at that time it won't even have been together 4 months!! but - who cares?? i think i'm old enough now to tell the difference b/t something real and a crush. i've lived with a boyfriend before. he was with his last girlfriend for six years and they moved in together after three days!!

we both decided it was something to think about - nothing had to be decided right away...but i'm going to be looking at apartments next month and will need to know whether to include him in my search....

hmmm....what to do....

starving + bleeding