mmmm i'm so tired. the past two days the alarm has gone off for over an hour before i wake up and then i go back to sleep with it still going off...i've been running so ridiculously late it's pathetic.

i love how i rush to school to get started on my work and then spend on obscene amount of time fucking around on the internet. i suppose it isn't really my fault - if i could afford to have internet at my house like most normal people then i could fuck around the internet at home and then do work at school, but alas, 'tis not the case.

i can't believe it's almost been three years. graduation 'tis round the corner. what a waste of three years. i don't even want to be a lawyer. fuck it. when i grow up i want to be a crack whore.

"it's under my skin
but out of my hands
i'll tear it apart
but i won't understand"

it's a world gone crazy....

starving + bleeding