...to go crazy
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those who have been with me for awhile know that with december comes mayhem. finals come and take a dump on my life, forcing me to become absolutely cracked out on caffeine and no food and frantically trying to shove a semester's worth of material times five classes into my alcohol soaked shriveling brain. they should put me in a cage at the zoo so that the masses can ooh and ahh at the crazy half-lunatic with coffee coming out her ears.

i'm still losing though. that's the important thing. the only thing. finals are just a sideline.

cheerio - off to nap for an hour - haven't slept in almost 30 hours. the upside is that i only have to do this again next may and then i'm fucking DONE. i'd do a little dance in celebration if i weren't so goddamn exhausted.

starving + bleeding