manic manic manic

i've been flying the past few days....my MD gave me a shitload of risperdal thursday eve and told me to plan on taking friday off from work. damn i slept for-EVER and i was foggy the rest of the day. i guess that's better than being manic and flying all over and trying to cook at 5 course meal at 3 am (t really had a problem with that one). but i still had to teach so i felt like i was moving underwater. i hate sucking when i'm teaching.

i got a blackberry curve!! i can't afford it but i looooooove it. love it.

damn. in the past few weeks i got a new laptop, a new car and now a new phone. this week when i was flying i went to the mall and dropped $500 in an hour. i'm spending like i actually have money. funny thing is, i don't. fuck me.

starving + bleeding