i'm baaaaaack!!

the wedding was wonderful...it flew by! five and a half hours in about three seconds. we took a short honeymoon up to Lake Placid at a nice inn....everything was great. it had a spa and i treated myself to a deep tissue massage and a maple sugar scrub body treatment. the scrub was awesome and now my skin feels like buttah. not butter, BUTTAH! hee hee hee.

we came back today and already we're fighting like kitties so i guess the real world is back upon us. partially (well, largely) my fault - i'm feeling really self destructive today, started feeling downhill in the car and only got frustrated because there was no "out" - no way or place to purge, burn, or cut so down my mood went and took the conversation with it.

i have been writing for nano but in my journal while we were gone - now i have to type it and get the word count sorted...probably not nearly as much as i thought but at least it's a start. i feel so far behind but hell, it was my honeymoon...

thanks to all who left the sweetest wishes...i had a champagne toast to you all...

starving + bleeding