i went to a little nanowrimo meetup tonight for a little bit...

they were all "oh, i'm influenced by fabulous writer x and existential writer y and i'm a mish mosh of abc and i've got my twenty page outline all ready..."

i'm like "uh, i'm not sure what i'm going to write about, i'm just going to write and see what comes out"

i think i got voted off the island.

starving + bleeding