this week has been so wierd. we're on a break but we still live together cause neither of us has a place to go. we didn't talk all week long and then yesterday we just started talking again. i really miss him - but at the same time i'm getting used to the distance. i don't know if that bodes well for our future...but whatever. we shall see.

good news is the weight is dropping again. nothing like a crisis to get me back on track...

starving + bleeding