"significant disturbances in mood"

"impaired logic, disorganized thinking"

"disabling symptoms"

all from my initial report, dated 10/11/06.

by now the train has long left the station and has passed into somewhere else.

the last time i was hospitalized it took 7 security guards to pin me down.

the further i go into the mirror i feel it is less likely i'll return...

starving + bleeding