job is going amazing - absolutely amazing. i'm learning so much stuff - i can give shots, do lab work, deal with clients, fill prescriptions, assist in surgery - all kinds of crazy things...i'm like a vet nurse.

i know that usually when you start a job it's normal to be psyched with the excitement, the novelty of it all...but i have never ever felt this way. even at times when it's slow and boring i wouldn't exchange it for anything...

i still am not going to be able to pay my loans though. that blows - i really don't know what i'm going to do about that.

i'm also disgustingly fat. but at least i know what to do about that.

starving + bleeding