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2015-08-12 - what. 2010-09-06 - - 2010-08-22 - - 2010-07-29 - - 2010-07-21 - - 2010-05-23 - - 2010-05-23 - - 2010-05-12 - i'm still alive 2010-03-10 - - 2010-01-25 - - 2010-01-23 - i don't know why i bother 2009-12-14 - dramz 2009-11-25 - . 2009-11-07 - Thirty 2009-11-04 - life 2009-10-26 - a list 2009-10-19 - again 2009-10-05 - 6 years?? 2009-10-04 - update 2009-09-28 - outed 2009-09-26 - hmmmm 2009-09-21 - chicken or egg? 2009-09-20 - nothing 2009-09-17 - fuck 2009-09-09 - feeling low 2009-08-29 - goddamn sobriety 2009-08-23 - shitty shitty weekend 2009-08-14 - therapy 2009-08-10 - down she goes 2009-08-05 - wednesday 2009-07-29 - bad week 2009-07-26 - oh FFS 2009-07-19 - arrrghhh 2009-07-17 - comments 2009-07-15 - mmmmmm 2009-07-12 - the race 2009-07-10 - $$$ 2009-07-04 - rambling on and on 2009-06-27 - *cries* 2009-06-14 - food for thought 2009-06-09 - just another day 2009-06-03 - hmm 2009-05-16 - ethics? 2009-05-03 - nostalgia? 2009-04-28 - RIP my pretty baby 2009-04-21 - ugh 2009-04-13 - moving on 2009-04-04 - title 2009-03-20 - good byes 2009-03-15 - follow the yellow brick road 2009-03-12 - starting over 2009-03-03 - retaliation 2009-02-23 - issues 2009-02-14 - feb 14 2009-02-04 - totally fucked. 2009-01-28 - flu 2009-01-25 - on track 2009-01-22 - frightened 2009-01-17 - mom 2009-01-14 - randomness 2009-01-04 - A Perfect 2009 2008-12-23 - $ 2008-12-18 - fucking doctors 2008-12-09 - yeah yeah yeah 2008-11-30 - desolate-land 2008-11-14 - thoughts 2008-11-12 - another year 2008-10-26 - oooowwwww 2008-10-16 - - 2008-10-03 - Breakthrough 2008-10-01 - I survived 2008-09-29 - Drunk ass 2008-09-25 - Sloooooooowww 2008-09-21 - fat faaaaat fat 2008-09-20 - money money money 2008-09-14 - vanishing 2008-09-11 - faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster fastr fa 2008-09-09 - flying again 2008-09-08 - stress 2008-09-05 - you got to be fucking kidding me 2008-08-30 - drugs and shopping 2008-08-28 - shit 2008-08-25 - update 2008-08-15 - crazy 2008-08-12 - group 2008-08-01 - thoughts 2008-07-24 - more shit 2008-07-22 - damn doctors 2008-07-21 - MD 2008-07-16 - lessons 2008-07-15 - VS 2008-07-13 - movie 2008-07-06 - trying to look up... 2008-07-02 - what i wish i could say 2008-06-29 - say hello to the liar 2008-06-24 - thoughts. 2008-06-21 - a date? 2008-06-18 - growing? 2008-06-17 - just. mortified. 2008-06-15 - day by day 2008-06-11 - trying to be positive 2008-06-08 - again 2008-06-05 - control 2008-06-03 - feeling my way 2008-05-31 - - 2008-05-27 - shit 2008-05-26 - uh-oh 2008-05-20 - bad day 2008-05-18 - my true love 2008-05-15 - random 2008-05-14 - for real 2008-05-10 - mishmash 2008-05-07 - success 2008-05-05 - shit 2008-05-02 - transitions 2008-04-25 - exhausted 2008-04-23 - here we go again 2008-04-18 - something fucking good, for a change 2008-04-15 - fuck fuck fuck 2008-04-13 - moving 2008-04-09 - on track 2008-04-06 - tra la la 2008-04-04 - getting it right 2008-04-01 - why????? 2008-03-26 - fear. 2008-03-22 - argh 2008-03-11 - sigh 2008-03-09 - cruel fate 2008-03-08 - *smile* 2008-03-03 - when? 2008-03-01 - hmmm 2008-02-26 - bullshit 2008-02-24 - a record of sorts! 2008-02-19 - the end of an era. 2008-02-17 - BFF? 2008-02-14 - out damned spot 2008-02-12 - polly 2008-02-10 - i give up 2008-02-05 - confession 2008-02-03 - tw i guess 2008-01-27 - it's catching... 2008-01-20 - - 2008-01-18 - toot toot beep beep 2008-01-12 - leaving 2008-01-09 - desperate 2008-01-02 - turn turn turn 2007-12-30 - year in review 2007-12-15 - misery 2007-12-09 - whatever 2007-12-05 - the saga continues 2007-11-30 - again. 2007-11-25 - love?? 2007-11-15 - hmmm 2007-11-09 - last night after therapy 2007-11-07 - return to reality 2007-11-02 - and so... 2007-10-30 - trying to be social 2007-10-29 - NaNo 2007-10-28 - madness 2007-10-24 - - 2007-10-24 - - 2007-10-14 - not much 2007-10-08 - tw 2007-10-01 - thoughts 2007-09-24 - my chemical demise 2007-09-14 - you're my obsession 2007-09-13 - fuck fuck fuck 2007-09-11 - misc shiznit 2007-09-04 - spiritual 2007-09-02 - he tried. 2007-08-28 - release 2007-08-25 - dinner 2007-08-23 - surrrrrrrveeyyyyy 2007-08-18 - sharing 2007-08-13 - frenemies 2007-08-07 - nothing new 2007-08-05 - update 2007-07-29 - re-engaged 2007-07-24 - ha! 2007-07-22 - sunday 2007-07-16 - shit 2007-07-09 - moving along... 2007-07-07 - can i quit?? 2007-07-05 - i hate myself 2007-07-01 - love 2007-06-28 - somebody's watching me 2007-06-25 - thanks 2007-06-24 - brain hiccups 2007-06-21 - thin 2007-06-17 - huh part 2 2007-06-17 - huh 2007-06-16 - music music music 2007-06-14 - gratitude 2007-06-13 - shattered 2007-06-12 - eva part deux 2007-06-11 - eva 2007-06-10 - scale nightmare. 2007-06-09 - shitty day. 2007-06-06 - therapy 2007-06-03 - my song 2007-06-03 - grrr 2007-05-31 - what she says 2007-05-30 - honesty 2007-05-28 - friday 2007-05-25 - ... 2007-05-20 - death 2007-05-18 - what the fuck ever 2007-05-15 - - 2007-05-12 - feeling haunted. it's coming... 2007-05-10 - thurs 2007-05-08 - tues 2007-04-26 - *sigh* 2007-04-19 - lala 2007-04-17 - just say no 2007-04-14 - existence 2007-04-10 - aaarghh 2007-04-03 - yeah 2007-03-31 - heh 2007-03-25 - yeah, so... 2007-03-22 - oh hell 2007-03-21 - i'm fucking fat 2007-03-19 - oh the fucking drama 2007-03-13 - sigh 2007-03-11 - work 2007-03-08 - *YAWN* 2007-03-06 - good news and bad news 2007-03-03 - update 2007-03-02 - ????? 2007-03-01 - waterfalls 2007-02-28 - soundtrack 2007-02-24 - saturday 2007-02-20 - tears 2007-02-17 - my night 2007-02-15 - rage 2007-02-13 - interview 2007-02-09 - cold & knives 2007-02-04 - damn homework 2007-02-01 - names 2007-01-30 - mothers 2007-01-28 - resentment 2007-01-26 - therapy (again) 2007-01-22 - no understanding 2007-01-20 - damn therapy 2007-01-18 - shit 2007-01-15 - where did it go? 2007-01-13 - stress 2007-01-09 - home again 2007-01-06 - hm 2006-12-22 - do you know what crazy is? 2006-12-09 - - 2006-11-07 - one flew.... 2006-10-09 - heh 2006-10-07 - hair 2006-09-28 - - 2006-09-25 - here we go again 2006-09-22 - arithmetic 2006-09-20 - mmmmmm 2006-09-11 - yay yay yay!! 2006-09-10 - no explanation 2006-09-08 - what's the use 2006-09-06 - TMI 2006-09-06 - TMI 2006-08-29 - exhaustion 2006-08-25 - poor t 2006-08-21 - job woes 2006-08-18 - - 2006-08-05 - lalalala 2006-07-31 - holy shit! 2006-07-12 - - 2006-07-02 - direction 2006-06-03 - and so it goes 2006-05-19 - awwww.... 2006-05-11 - hallelujah!! 2006-05-09 - changing 2006-04-25 - yet more needy advice 2006-04-18 - details 2006-04-17 - please help 2006-04-14 - food 2006-04-05 - hmmm 2006-03-28 - how do you spell flourescent? 2006-03-22 - anyone remember shakespear's sister? 2006-03-15 - fuck 2006-02-22 - - 2006-02-12 - - 2006-01-30 - yup 2005-12-29 - FUCK 2005-12-22 - - 2005-12-21 - - 2005-12-12 - toeing the line 2005-12-10 - ... 2005-11-27 - TMI 2005-11-23 - t day 2005-11-20 - yo ho ho 2005-10-31 - ramblings 2005-10-24 - - 2005-10-23 - huh 2005-10-23 - - 2005-10-11 - **** 2005-10-09 - how to have it all? 2005-10-02 - trepidation 2005-09-26 - mind games 2005-09-17 - to tell the truth 2005-09-12 - lots on t 2005-09-07 - me llamo bradley 2005-09-05 - hmmm 2005-08-30 - *sigh* 2005-08-28 - mean kat 2005-08-27 - confessions 2005-08-24 - busy 2005-08-21 - the date 2005-08-18 - a date? 2005-08-17 - life after hiring 2005-08-14 - can't sleep 2005-08-11 - ... 2005-08-10 - jitters 2005-08-07 - oh canada 2005-08-03 - mmmm...sun 2005-07-31 - sleeeeeeppppp 2005-07-27 - the night after 2005-07-24 - la la 2005-07-21 - mhjhajs 2005-07-17 - reflection 2005-07-15 - locked up 2005-07-13 - sayonara alcohol 2005-07-10 - GAH studying 2005-07-06 - sanity 2005-07-02 - scale 2005-06-30 - sweat 2005-06-27 - ech. 2005-06-26 - huh 2005-06-24 - therapy part 887857 2005-06-21 - - 2005-06-18 - hm. 2005-06-17 - the-rape-y 2005-06-13 - a jumble 2005-06-05 - relationships 2005-05-31 - mom 2005-05-27 - unpacking 2005-05-24 - moving 2005-05-20 - la di da 2005-05-16 - yeah baby 2005-05-10 - taking a break 2005-05-08 - blehhh 2005-05-05 - ... 2005-05-03 - what what 2005-04-30 - finalssssss 2005-04-28 - finals 2005-04-25 - yet again 2005-04-20 - rambles 2005-04-16 - ta-da!! 2005-04-13 - more of the same 2005-04-08 - pain 2005-04-06 - . 2005-04-05 - the crystal ship... 2005-04-01 - eh. 2005-03-30 - hmm 2005-03-29 - some freedom 2005-03-26 - hey hey hey 2005-03-16 - overwhelmed 2005-03-15 - ramblings 2005-03-13 - more apathy 2005-03-09 - the wall has fallen 2005-03-08 - apathy 2005-03-03 - - 2005-03-02 - meeting 2005-02-25 - past 2005-02-23 - fuck it. 2005-02-23 - nerves 2005-02-22 - therapy?? 2005-02-16 - fear 2005-02-14 - TW 2005-02-13 - damn blogs 2005-02-10 - this is how we do it... 2005-02-03 - bang a gong 2005-01-30 - 1 always fee1 l1ke somebody's watch1ng me.... 2005-01-26 - contemplating my single status 2005-01-23 - hmm. 2005-01-23 - disappointment 2005-01-17 - 3.09 2005-01-13 - book 2005-01-09 - nostalgia 2005-01-04 - tired subject 2005-01-01 - a choice? 2004-12-30 - you know i wish that i had 2004-12-28 - take two 2004-12-26 - the day after 2004-12-24 - happy happy christmas 2004-12-22 - first time over 2004-12-21 - i am evil 2004-12-20 - on the edge 2004-12-18 - ehhh 2004-12-17 - down the rabbit hole 2004-12-10 - fuck 2004-12-08 - my finest hour 2004-12-06 - yo VIP... 2004-12-04 - tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies 2004-12-02 - 'tis the season... 2004-11-29 - rude awakening 2004-11-21 - sunday 2004-11-20 - is this what rock bottom looks like? 2004-11-18 - polly wants a cracker... 2004-11-17 - train of thought 2004-11-16 - it's coming. 2004-11-15 - here we go again 2004-11-13 - every me every you 2004-11-10 - 25 2004-11-10 - 25 2004-11-08 - one month til finals 2004-11-06 - zombie 2004-11-01 - my dream 2004-10-31 - what i got 2004-10-27 - VF rule. 2004-10-24 - - 2004-10-23 - hindsight 2004-10-20 - fucktards unite!! 2004-10-17 - when you're strange 2004-10-11 - monday 2004-10-07 - where's mr. pink? 2004-10-04 - shoo fly don't bother me 2004-09-29 - power trip 2004-09-27 - - 2004-09-24 - i am a... 2004-09-22 - baby did a bad bad thing 2004-09-22 - baby did a bad, bad thing 2004-09-20 - my body is a temple 2004-09-13 - whatthefuckever 2004-09-08 - doesn't take much to rip us into pieces 2004-09-04 - late night thinking. 2004-09-01 - the sounds of silence 2004-08-31 - how the fuck am i to pay my loans off now? 2004-08-30 - beat back the monster 2004-08-23 - going full circle 2004-08-22 - back to my world 2004-08-15 - panic panic panic 2004-08-01 - time to take her home, her dizzy head is conscience laden 2004-07-25 - someone luxe, queen of the fuckups 2004-07-18 - fuck the what 2004-07-11 - another weight obsessed entry 2004-07-05 - watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion 2004-06-27 - - 2004-06-12 - five minutes to write... 2004-06-05 - catching up 2004-05-22 - checking in 2004-05-11 - flesh becomes water, wood becomes bone 2004-05-09 - the dog day has just begun (now everybody is on the run) 2004-05-07 - and i thought what i felt was simple, and i thought that i don't belong 2004-05-05 - sucker love is heaven sent you pucker up our passion spent...