retaliation
2009-03-03 9:34 p.m.
whenever i leave therapy, whether group or individual, i do something destructive. i cut, or burn, or puke. therapy stirs up all these emotions and then dispatches me back out in the world with no tools to hold myself up.
time after time after time this happens. i am so tired of it. i dread therapy because i dread the aftermath. i just don't know what to do with the tornado on my hands when i walk out of the clinic.
i fucking hate this shit.
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